I Got To See Her Smile*Mandz

Can I tell you about my friend?

She was amazing, she was the best.

I got to see her smile.

I got to see her play volleyball,

I was there when she had her first kiss,

I got to see her fall in love.

I saw her get her wish.

I got to see her smile.

I was there when she began to walk,

I was there when she first spoke,

I got to listen to her stupid jokes,

I got to see her smile.

I saw her when she was geeky and young,

Now I saw her,still young, but beautiful,

I got to see her succeed,

I got to see her be happy,

I saw her write her first poem,

I got to see her smile.

Was there when she got hurt,

I was there when her outlook on life changed,

I was there when she first picked up the razor.

I was there when she started to cry.

I got to see her at school everyday,

And I still got to see her smile.

I was there the first time she tried to end her life

I was there when people hurt her.

I was there when she couldn't put the razor down.

I was there when she sharpened the blade.

I was there when she hit a vein.

Luckily, I was there to see her the next day.

I still got to see her smile.

I was there when things really got bad.

I was there when she became depressed.

I was there when life became harder.

I was there each time she tried to end her life.

I saw that she wasn't really smiling.

But when I saw, I got to see her smile.

I was there when she started to get confused.

I was there when things just couldn't change.

I was there when she was dieing.

I was there when she made her choice.

I didn't get to see her ever again.

So now,for once, I won't get to see her smile.

I want to see her smile,

I love to see her happy,

I saw her do everything,

But now, Heaven is to far.

Can I tell you about my friend?

Her name was Amanda.

Can I tell you about my friend?

Sorry, I can't, suicide she's dead.

Now all I got is a picture to get to see her smile.