Here I Go Again (Part 1)

One more time, I wonder
When you will come online
I wait another hour
Never caring about time

Towards others, I won't envy
Because I have you
One day they will envy ~me~
Because our friendship's true

Every time I close my eyes
Feel the rhythm in my heart
I think of you, and I'm not surprised
To feel it break apart

Your girlfriend's finally logged in
Will you try to follow her?
I've been waiting for 10 minutes
The more she stays, it hurts

Ever wonder, why did I
Let you fly away?
I love you way too much
To keep you in a cage

Love who you want,
I know I can't change it
I know I'll forgive you
So don't rearrange it

Every moment she stays online
My heart rips almost in two
One side's for her equal chance
The other's my love for you

I don't want to be the other woman
I hate seeing you live a lie
The worst part of all is that I am
The one giving you advice

But I cannot lie to myself
It hurts inside, I know
Feeling every breath I take
Like a prisoner of death row

My fingers are shaking
My eyes are aching
I know you'd wipe my tears
But you can't when ~she's~ here

I will not tell her hello
I'll confuse her so she won't know
Who she's talking to
That they love you

Why does the Internet
Help you keep in touch
Yet, it still hurts you
Just as much?

Every finger on the keyboard
Every word I type
I remember how I used to dream
About one day being your wife