Your Absence

This subtle silence.
Its killing me.
This constant quiet.
Its torturing me.

Could you not speak one word.
Whether it be of anger or hate.
I care not.
One word is all I ask.

I feel as if I owe you.
As if I deserve this pain.
Was i so wrong.
To believe in you?

Your vow of silence.
Was it for me?
Or was it for yourself.
What did you think it would accomplish?

I will admit.
I do not feel any better.
I feel neglected.
And even ignored.

I'm dying here.
Not knowing.
What you're thinking.
Or how you feel.

You once loved me so.
Did you forget me?
Am I just a lost memory?
Do you remember me at all?

I hope this absence of communication.
Is doing you well.
But I'm going crazy.
It does me no good.

This subtle silence.
Its killing me.
This constant quiet.
Its torturing me.