We dont always want to,
but we know we should.
Its that battle of the consdcience,
that battle of the soul,
where the heart and the mind draw swords against each other and dual for control.
You ask yourself if its worth it,
if its really what you want.
Is it?
Sometimes we get cought up in the moment,
like we\'re in love with the idea of being in love with it.
How can we tell?
Which is in control, which has won the dual?
or has the mind just stumbled and is waiting to get up?
Do we really know what we want?
we can never tell.
Just follow your instincts, your heart,
make your choices,
and dont look back.