Even though your gone

The pain is so unbareable,
knowing she cannot help,
but its just not the same,
as the pain you suffered is terrible.

She cries for you everyday,
knowing that she wasnt there,
for your final moment,
her world now a shade of grey.

Shes lost without you,
a relative and a best friend,
and now she is so lost,
she wasnt there for the very end.

She loves you so much,
and knows that you love her too,
but the pain is still there,
from the fact of not seeing you.

You wont be there to hold her hand,
to guide her through her problems,
you arent there to hug and kiss,
but she does still understand.

She knows you were in pain,
and now its been relieved,
but she cant help but cry for you,
she wont see you again.

She loves you so much at heart,
and you know that too,
your always deep inside her heart,
she will always remember you.

You may be gone in person,
but in spirit your still here,
and every time she thinks of you,
she knows shes got nothing to fear.

©
~*~Jen~*~

[this was just a poem i felt coming i suppose partly because of Gem and her situation which has just brought up the pain i went through too so i wrote a poem about how i felt and some of Gems feelings may be within here too]