I remember crying each night hoping you would be there I remember screaming that I was scared but you walked away as if you didnâ??t care I watched you take drink after drink but I was to young I didn't know what to think I used to cry wishing that you could understand but you never bothered to reach out a hand every day is a nightmare I want to cry but I canâ??t shed a tear Iâ??m used to living with this pain sometimes I think itâ??s me but Iâ??m not sure whoâ??s to blame wished over and over again that everything would go right but the sound of your scream kept me up each night its hard for me to trust a friend because broken heart is hard to mend I want so badly to go home but Iâ?? to have to be alone
