I Have A Secret

I have a secret
one that you don't know
one I'm scared to tell
one I'm scared to show

I have a secret
one I chose to keep
and just because I kept it inside
I think I've cut too deep

I have a secret
it's about my love for you
it's killing me inside
because you don't feel as I do

I have a secret
it's about how I've been alone
I'm sitting on my bed tonight
no one else home

I hold up my blade
and place it on my skin
I run it across slowly
and it goes deep within

my hands are shaking
and the blood is running down
my heart beating unusually fast
to my ears, is the only sound

I make another cut
this one deeper than the last
everything does dark and I can't breathe
I'm falling and I'm falling fast

I have a secret
one that's impossible to hide
one that's very tragic
I'm committed suicide