It's all just pretend

I didn't cry no, i had to be strong
so i put on a smile even though it felt wrong

Each day i pretend That i am over you
That i never think of the pain you put me through

I laugh and i play through each day
but night comes and thoughts of you won't go away

I turn out the lights, into bed i crawl
Its when i am alone that the only thing i do is bawl

Each night i get less and less sleep
Nobody knows it but you really cut me deep.

If your wondering why there is such a need to pretend
well i fell in love and he only wants to be my friend.