Out of Breath XP

Suicide....
I start to think...
I'm hurting myself...
now as we speak...

I will use...
something long and cold...
it's barley used...
but, it's fashionably old...

A piece of long wire?
or a piece of thin twine?
either one will work...
they'll serve me just fine...

around my neck,
it slithers fast....
I'm running out of breath...
I'm starting to gasp....

blood seeps out,
of my paper like wounds...
it finally starts to gush,
like a fountain broken in two's

I tie it tight,
so I have no regrets,
so I can't help myself...
yet, I still won't I do bet...

my eyes start to bulge...
they started to swell...
I drop to the floor...
out of breath, you can tell...

I am happy,
yes it's true,
but one things for sure,
I'm now happier than you...

Sure it was painful,
but, it was worth every bit,
even if you tend to think...
that it was very sick...