Rolling over in my warm bed
Staring off to space
Thoughts filled my mind
What can I take anymore
Must I put up with the pain that I have been feeling for so long?
Must I wake everyday feeling like there is nothing to live for and just live so I can feel pain?
Why must people hurt me with their words?
Have people have no heart and think about what they say?
Does anyone care that I am getting hurt?
Why must they give me embarrassment and stare and laugh like evil crazy people?
Why must people put people down in their time of need?
Why must people brake peoples hearts in their time of need?
Stealing their hearts and not finding nothing to live for any longer!!
Turning over and water coming to my eyes
Thinking of how i don't ever want to live.
Curling to my little ball
My safest place on Earth..
My ball that I curl into
Tears flowing through my cheeks
Thinking of one day..
Death will come to me
And when he comes,
I will welcome him
Turning over out of my tiny ball and looking at the clock
It is now 11:11 a.m
I get up and stretch and walks out the room and tries to enjoy the weekend for another painful week of torment
