The Feeling

I knew something was up
When you wouldn't talk to me
Or look at me
Or glance at me
Or even think about me
I knew you would never care for me again

I knew, I just knew
That my heart was not
Going to stay intact
Anything longer
I had a gut feeling
That something was up

The feeling told my heart
That things were going to change
The feeling told me
It was over
Everything
Was over.

The feeling told my hand
To pick up the knife
The feeling, oh, that awful feeling
Told me to end my life