Things will change,
They'll be how the used to,
Its just gonna take time,
I don't want you worrying about me,
Because for now I'll be fine,
Im just worried about you,
I can tell your truley not happy,
by the things you say and the things you do,
I just want to be happy again,
But I will never be happy without you,
Im sorry for what I've done,
I can't change the past,
Only learn from my mistakes,
So im done lieing,
Im done being fake,
I dont know how to make you happy anymore,
This cut is the last,
This phone call is too,
This will be the last time I say that i love you,
Sittin here,
Thinking about how much I've messed things up between us,
I look into the mirror, wondering who I've now become,
I go into my bedroom,
and grab the gun,
I look up at my wall,
and see the picture from when we were happy,
Tears quickly roll down my face knowning what I ruined,
I tear the picture up trying not to think about everythign you've done for me
I want to change,
I want to show you i want you to see,
But that doesnt matter,
I slowly put the gun to my head and pull the trigger,
Now im gone,
And you'll only think of the happy times we shared and forget about the bad,
now every thought of me will make me sad,
Im sorry,
I felt like i had to do this,
I needed to start over new,
I wish I wouldnt of messed up and maybe
we'd be happy and I'd still be sitting there with you.....
