Im sorry Im not what you thought I was
Im sorry for messing up your life,
and putting you through so much pain
You were everything I ever wanted
And all I did was throw it away
I can\'t make you love me
theres nothing i can do,
nothing i can say
No matter what happens,
Ill always love you
You havent given me time to prove to you that im done
If you dont feel the same way as you did before
then i cant change your mind,
and we cant go on like this anymore
If you think I cant change then i dont know who will
So many memories,
That noone will be able to replace
I never want our memories to be erased
I try to forget about the night we promised we\'d never leave each other,
But now im giving up because of the things I\'ve done,
All I can think about now,
Is how im holding this gun,
The thoughts of you
and the feelings that I feel will never go away
But ill be gone
I dont know what to do,
I dont know what to say
