Where do I go from here?

Where to go?
These streets are filled with broken memories from another time; another chapter of dark emotions arise

What to do?
I'm trapped in this sadistic maze of want, desire for something that I cannot have, lust for the untouched past

Where to turn?
This past of mine I wish would be obliterated, taken away for fear of confusion and the anger that dwells within

Why is this?
The emotion is too strong. Just so overpowering that all that can be felt is this overtaking my only way to contentment

What is this?
Cannot they see this pain that pulsates through my veins, so infectious. Are they that blind, too afraid to look me in the eye?

Who am I?
The conflicting currents are pulling me further away from what I want so dearly but want to be rid of at the exact time

What's wrong?
Is one that bizarre that no one will want this ever, only to fulfil their lust and throw them away as though they mean nothing?

All my fears came true ... It was all I wanted

Now all my hopes were through ... I have nothing

I'm just another girl upon that long list

This is a poem about a breakup i went through that was pretty nasty...it's supposed to be lyrics so that's why its a bit obsure