i exist in a world fighting against me. a world that has drained most every source of happiness i have. taken the life right out of me; and i have no idea what to do about it. i exist in a world where i am lost. i do not know which way is up, i do not know what is right, and i do not know how to judge anyone or anything anymore. the pillars of my life now lay around me, broken and shattered. my thoughts so numerous and so clouded i can no longer trust my logic, i can no longer trust my head. and my heart so broken up, so torn i fear it will only lead me in a direction away from pain; and is that any way to live my life?
and through it all i am alone, and that is my choice.
