How does it feel?

How does it feel when the person you love lives in you all the time...
when all you trace is his name...
when all what your heart screams
I wish you were mine..

how does it feel when the image and memory of his face cant fade away ..
When every time you hear a love song it reminds you of him...
And how loosing him
was something so hard to say...

how does it feel when you see the beautiful picture of you
and him always together in your head...
when its never going to happen ..
You think about it, and it brings tears to your eyes every time you go to bed...

how does it feel when that person promises you that you
will never be apart...
and then simply he walks away...
tells you its over...
and steps on your heart!

How does it feel when you are just sitting down...
wishing one day he will be back...
when you realize that his sweet words and love is all what you always lack !

How does it feel when every time you hear the word Forever
you just want to cry...
cause nothing lasts forever...
thats what ill hold until the day that I die ..

How does it feel when you miss that person so much...
and in the same time you just cant have them...

how does it feel??
PAINFUL

P.S. this poem is for someone who hurt me so bad...
wish that my heart aimed for the right words!