Love Devoid (Secret Message)

I never thought i'd walk these halls,
Stained bright hate and love devoid,
Hasened by sight of broken eyes,
The only way left to survive.

It never left the way it should,
You knew the reason it never could,
Not the reason I would have hoped,
But doesn't mean that i can't cope.

Crippled a sight, but not too hard,
To imagine the ways she's been scarred,
But when all has gone, what can u do?
Love him the way he loved u too.

© Christie 2007

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OK. So i've never posted one like this before. It has a secret message.

On the first line, write down the first letter, on the second line, write down the second letter and so on, using every line but the last one. This line has a message within itself, which is only for me. =) Guess if u can, but i'm not saying. =P

Got the message? Contradicting the poem itself? Just one of the many ways to show confusion, without showing it.