Alone...

I put on my make-up
I brush my brown hair
I brush my teeth
Thinking your there

I make up the bed
The side you used to sleep
The pain still exists
It still runs deep

I drink my coffee
And i go to work
I focus on life
And not the hurt

Sometimes i catch myself
Sending a prayer to you
Telling you i love you
Asking what to do

But i don't dwell
On what used to be
I just wish
You were still with me

Since the day you left me
My life has fell apart
I can't eat and i can't sleep
For my broken heart

Why God chose to take you
In my time of need
I will never understand
You were mine to keep

I try to understand it
But i don't see why
I try to hold back the tears
I try not to cry

So far i'm doing good
I'm keepin my faith
I know that St. Pete has let you through
Heavens golden gates

I'll say my prayers everynight
And hold your pillow close
It still smells like your aftershave
The aroma fills my nose

"It's hard to take on this life
Without you by my side,
There's not a moment during the day
Over you i haven't cried

I hope your up in Heaven
And i hope your doing well
I wish i could say i am
But it's too soon to tell.

I hope you ain't ashamed of me
For crying way too much
Its just it's hard to wake up
Without feeling your touch

Take it day by day they say
Things will all get better
But it's not fair that your gone
And we can't be together

Resentment i don't feel
Right now i'm ok
I'll just try to live my life
Alone, another day."

by:me
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