When I pass you

Whenever I pass you, it's hard not to stare,
Pathetic when you don't know that I'm there.

When we start to speak I get tongue tied.
And even though I've really tried when I saw you with her I cried and cried.

Even though, I know you won't care,
I make an effort with make up and hair.
I love you so much my heart is breaking,
I'm just so sick of hiding and faking.
I hate having to live without you, and calling you mine,
and giving you everything, so it'd all be fine.