Just friends

I don't know why he's there
its like nothings wrong.
I don't quite get how we stand
but I'm happy your around.
forgive me for the tears
falling from these eyes.
the memories that flood my mind
show me things I miss so much.
stupid little things
make this so tough.
he's my shoulder for the tears
and arms that wrap me tight.
when my fears shake me
he makes everything alright.
I get lost in his eyes
and never forget his touch.
he's the one
that lends his strength,
even when he needs it more.
we sit and watch movies
and play games
I just don't understand.
It's been so long since him and I
and now its hard to just be friends.