The Storm

I feel like an ocean is crashing inside of me
Swaying back and fourth
My feelings overflow my whole body
Causing commotion in my heart
Sadness wants to jump on board to consume me
Madness wants to hold on tight to confuse me
Happiness has drowned into the open ocean
Fear causing this unwanted thunderstorm
The ocean comes out of me as tears
Salty in taste
Overwhelming in size
My sky once blue in sunshine
Now dark and cloudy
As if to turn off the sun with a switch
My heart crashes against rocks
Slowly sinking into deep abyss of hurt
The slowness of it all hurting more and more
My soul at the bottom already
Soon to be joined with my heart
Eyes won't open
Afraid of being blinded by love
Ears won't listen
Afraid of being lied to by love
Mind, body, heart, and soul
Gone in total chaos, out of control
I scream for help hoping to have someone throw me a life savor
But seems like the only one who can save my life is me
Yet as I slowly drown away from the surface
The worst the storm
The stronger the fear
As the sky darkens
My judgment clouds
Sadness has darken the already dark sea
Madness is not letting go of my heart
Weighing it down to the sea bottom
Happiness is nowhere to be found.