I tried to tell you I was sorry
My friends, family, and others I hurt
One stupid mistake I did
One centimeter to deep and I'd be dead
I pray each night for a cure
And hope and pray that I will be forgiven
I lost the person that I loved
What is next, I want no more harm
Yelling and screaming is what I face
It's not what I need in life today
Every night I must face
The monster that lives without a trace
Sudden urges to do the wrong
And I think it's the thing to do
Each centimeter I go across
One hundred tears fall with no loss
I try to tell them all I'm sorry
But they don't understand
What is next I do not know
What I hope to see is some help
If you have not faced this monster
In yourself, a friend, family member, or anyone else
You may be called lucky
But more life is to come and mistakes to be made
Just remember don't be scared
Stay brave for you or someone else
Just one loving person can do the best
And save one life from a horrible mess
