She came to school with bloodshot eyes

Its so hard
to stay a float
so im drowning here
waiting for a rescue boat...

sleeping peacefully in a double bed
not a vicious thought in her head
but me, ill tos and turn through the night
sweating feverishly never feeling right...
so when she came to school
with blood shot eyes
with bandaids on wrists
n a bandage on her thigh...
i didnt know why...
she was from a perfect world
the perfect girl
the one you starved yourself to be
and i was the one to console her
to listen to the reason behind
those glassy lost and lonely eyes...
she was slowly but surely dying inside..
a phone call in the morning
a sobbing mothers strained speech
shed ended her life
she told me
shed stabbed herself with a knife
so i sat there allday
my face against the cold window...
feeling remorse for my bestfriend...
painfully hollow

** this isnt a true story its basically a story bout myself from a friend of mines perspective if that makes sense