If they really loved me

OK. First off. We suck at writing poems XD.
We wrote this at 12:00 A.M
And we did it for fun. We probably wont ever write another poem. Haha. Don't be mean when you comment >_<''
We know, we suck.

If they really love me, wouldn't they be able to see it in my eyes?
If they really love me, wouldn't they be able to see that i cry on the inside?
But, seeing as they don't.. Does that mean they don't love me?
Or that I'm just too blind to see that they actually do?
If they really love me, wouldn't they see that behind my smile, I'm killing myself slowly?
If they really loved me, would they even care? or would they just sit down and stare?
If they knew, would they try to help?
If they knew, would they try to get me to stop?
If they knew, would they be able to take knowing its tearing my heart completely apart?
If they saw me with the razor, would they take it away? or would they just say that its OK and walk away?
No one will ever know, what i do when I'm all alone, sitting in the dark with no one home. Here I am.. Knife in hand.. About to end whatever's left in me. but before i do, I'm going to say something that you all might not know: I love you all, and ill miss you terribly, but i know you'll be a lot happier when I'm gone and thats all i ever wanted was for you to be happy. So thats all i have to say..As I lie here.. Stricken at what I've done.. My thoughts start racing.. Then suddenly.. Stop.. Here I am.. Covered in blood.. Now thinking about what I've done in the past.. What I now regret.. Tears start pouring down my face as I slowly begin to end my life.. And now they all morn that once beautiful girl. They never knew that she was so unhappy. The one thing she never realized was that she was too blind to see the truth.. That they loved her too.

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