What I Want To Say

I hate these secrets
I hate all the fights
But if its what it takes to see you here
Then Im all right

I can hold on if its for you
But I wont do it for anyone else
Youre the only person worth it
Just your lonely self

My parents wonder who I talk to
Who calls me on the phone
Who calls and asks if Rins home
Who wont leave me alone

I hate to lie
But Ill keep trying
If its what I need to do
I cant stand being without you

My friends wonder
Why I cant go out on the town
They think I wander all around
That Ive got no place to settle down

I hate lying
But I have to
Its what Ive got to do
I need you here with me

I hope theyll never find me
Theyll take my away
Theyll drive cross-country
Just to see that Im safe

If only they knew
How safe really I am
Being alone here with you
Its the least I can do to stay sane

I wish I could take you to the mall or to the park
I wish I could show my family how great you really are
But no one understands me
Its you and only you

Now you see why youre here beside me
I just hope theyll listen too