Torn apart/lonely

I've done this all before,
this keeps on happening to me.
Each day as i walk out that door,
I'm feeling more lonely.

My father didn't give a damn,
for who i was inside.
All he cared for was himself,
he didn't care i had a life.

My mother always struggled.
My family tore apart.
She tried to help us live our dreams and always follow our heart.

As i grew up i had no friends as no one noticed me.
I had no one who believed or put all their trust in me.

I live my life day by day,
and struggle more and more.
I'd stand there and watch my dad
walk out that stupid door.

My mum and dad are fighting
and he doesn't love her much.
And now hes never here and they never stayed in touch.

Mum has found a kind man
and its all so different now.
They both stand before us and are about to say their vows.

Well now my life is different
and it hurts me deep inside.
To see how my life has changed so quick, its been a big surprise.

Now i pray in bed at night,
"Dear Jesus" i would say.
"Please O please don't ever take this wonderful family away".