Have i changed?

Back in the shadows I sit
Back to all the freaked up spit

Why can't they leave me be
Why can't i just be me

I don't even know who I've become
A girl without a reason to go on

The tears i held back for years
The smile that showed for my fears

I look in the mirror and see nothing
A no one without anything

No one to care for me
No one to help set me free

I guess I'll stay locked up all life long
Punishing myself for all my wrongs

Soon I'll fade away
And that day is today