Will I ever?

I want to understand you
I wish I could
I want to understand you like no one else should

I wish I had answers
I wish I knew
I wish I could help with problems old and new

I wonder what life will bring me next
I know it won't be you
Even though you are the best

It hurts like needles piercing the skin
But I guess you sort of feel
The pickle I'm in

Craving something so badly
Wanting nothing more
Trying not to think of it, but craving it more

Missing the good times
Hell, even the bad
Missing everything makes you mad

You try and try
But all of it fails
Hurts like a bucket of rusty nails

I want to know something
Just tell me if it's true
Will I ever belong to you?