It hurts so much...

Dam it hurts soo much...
You kno wen u luv somebody..
n u just cant get them off your mind...
well yea..
im in luv wit mi ex..
i miss him soo much...
he hit mi up..
to say wussap..
but it was hard 4 me to look @ him as a friend..
you know...
i use to pour my heart out to him..
That use to b hubby..
Everyday he wud call me..
around bout 3..
then that one day came up
n he didnt call..
it felt like i hit a brick wall
The night b4 we had an argument n i remember\'d we broke up..
it tore me apart..
cuz i new this was real n it wasnt one them jokes he wud play..
I cried all day...
Sumtimesz i\'d even pray..
but i knew we was goin to go are seperate waysz.
cuz the love we had was forbidden...
Our love was even hidden at one time..
but it became soo strong that at last
we juss had to let it b known..
everything was goin smoothly
everybody was happy..
funny how wen every thing isz goin good..
sum1 just has to cum n fuk it up..
it kills me wen i think bout it..
cuz i knew we cud\'ve last..
we cud grew old 2getha
but now wen i look at it hurts more then it did b4..
a pain that feel as if i was gettin stabbed..
in the back....
we use to b ace n babyace 4eva
But now it juss Baby Ace..
n it juss hurts so much!