Live with that decision forever

She stares at the girl in the mirror
and the girl stares right back
She's not the same anymore
Happiness is what she lacks.

Her eyes are bloodshot
And filled with fear
With dark circles around them
"Whats happened my dear?"

Not one person cares
No one even tries
She cares for someone
But he is all filled with lies

If only he told her
"I love you, cant you see?
I cant live without you,
Baby, you complete me."

But of course he wont
Doesnt even know she exists
He's the reason
Theres cuts on her wrists

She feels hopeless
Her hands begin to shake
She closes her eyes and tries to figure
whats real and whats fake

Thoughts of depression and suicide
run through her head
All she really wants
Is jsut to be dead.

She looks in the mirror
Her reflection isnt the same
She pretends to smile
But even that is filled with shame

She needs it to stop
She needs a way to deal
This cant be the answer
She jsut has to heal

She finds a bottle of pills
Or maybe a knife
There's a gun in the drawer
So many ways to end her life

She takes the gun
Right up against her head
Puts her hand on the trigger
Wishes to see red.

Her finger pulls back
A bullet goes through
Her body falls to the floor
There's nothing else it can do.

At that same moment
the doorbell rings
Its the man of her dreams
An angel with his golden wings.

He wants to tell her
exactly how he feels
That he's secretly loves her
And he doesn't know how to deal

He's come to say,
"I love you, cant you see?
I cant live without you,
Baby, you complete me."

But its too late
shes already died
and without her,
he wants to go along for the ride

From his backpocket
he pulls out a knife
Stabs himself
And lets go of life

There both in heaven
At least there finally together
Because now they must live
with that decision forever.