Dear Gran,
It's been 9 months since you where here.. 9 months since i saw your smiling face and since i saw you laugh..
its been so long since i said "morning Gran, how are you feeling this fine morning?" and really it hurts..
No ones that secret tears still flow, and no one knows i think about you everyday..
the memories i have of you from my childhood are so faint cos i never got to know you i never really cared.. but once i turned 14 i changed.. i saw someone so special, someone so kind hearted, someone who would give anyone the world and never wanted anything back... and thats what i loved so much about you... i remember calling you up if i was out just to see how you were... but the memories that i have for you they are fading slowly going away... and it hurts me so much to know that i cant remember your smell,your smile or your great laugh... the sun is out the new year has already started i wish u could have been here to see me grow.. I'm 18 in 6 months and i wanted so much for you to be here for it... but as you cant i promise to you this one thing... no matter how many years, or times i may seem happy you will always be in my thoughts and my mind... and with each passing day and passing hours i know when i put my head on the pillow at night its you thats my last thoughts before a go to sleep... I love you so much and no matter what your will always be my Gran and like a mum to me...
I love you mum # 2
Love always and forever Cara
XOXOX
*this is not a poem more like a letter to my Gran who passed away 9 months ago and please comment and vote on this... thanks guys***
