You... the nothing

I am angry at you
i fell in love, and i gave everything
you walked, not over me, but through me.

you saw me as nothing
and left me to wallow

now your here and you want more
you "made a mistake"
"i am your everything"

this was what i wanted, i wanted you to realize your error.
now i have it...

but really is it what i want because i want it
or is it...
i want it because i am supposed to want it.

you see i don't want it,
i don't want you,
you create a blackness within me
that i cannot diminish.

i am sad and depressed
lonely and cold

because of you

i want happiness,
i want better, i deserve better,
i want someone else.

so leave you, with my depression,
my angst.
you being the cause, can take it for what its worth...

...nothing, you are nothing to me, but a depression that i will let go