I'm almost always crying,
I'm so sick of trying.
Trying to make them happy,
Why don't you ever believe me daddy?
Why can't you see that this is who I am?
I'm just gonna give up, I don't give a damn!
You always say the truth are lies,
Can't you see this young girl dies?
Why can't you believe the things I say?
You're never gonna if you'll always be this way.
I just want to go hide in my shell,
I just wanna die and burn in hell.
I don't believe I belong in heaven,
you all don't believe the truth I'm saying.
Why don't you see this hurts me so much,
leave me alone, I don't want to be touched.
All these lies you think I'm telling,
makes me wanna go and keep on cutting.
I just want to live a different life,
away from all this pain and strife.
I only want you guys to believe me,
and the truth for you to see.
You always think I'm lying,
That's why I go to sleep crying.
This life of mine has gotten so cold,
that makes me think I must go.
You wonder why I'm hurting too,
the main reason is you.
You make me think you want me to lie,
you make me think you want me to die.
Well it's time for me to go,
I hope someday the truth you'll know.
~I wrote this poem last night. My parents don't ever believe anything I say and it really hurts. I've been grounded all week for nothing. They think I'm lying to them so thats why...it pisses me off....lol~
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