I've had this on my mind
Ever since we had to part
So now i can finally tell you
That I really did love you.
I'm sorry for your rape,
You didn't deserve any
of that.
It's because of you
that I am not capable
of love anymore.
You changed me.
That month was a
turning point in my
most insecure time.
God.
I wish I could just
see you one more
To kiss your lips.
To talk with you.
To drink with you.
To cry with you
To be in you.
I miss you so much.
I think about you
everytime I lie down.
everytime i rise.
I hope I will be able to tell you this someday. I hope I will have the courage to tell you I love you. Please don't lose your innocence, Sierra. I don't care if this isn't the way "love" is defined by everyone else, but I Love you.
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this isn't meant for comments or ratings, it just feels amazing to get it off my chest.
