Looking back in time,
What if everything was how it use to be?
Then i wouldn't be like how it would be.
I would have a loving boyfriend and the best friend that anyone could offer.
But yet as time goes on things change,
Like people.
If I removed time for a second,
I would still have a shoulder to cry on.
Someone to truly hold me and say,
Its going to be alright
I promise
But yet over time I learned that some promises were made to be broken as well.
If I could look at myself of how i was 2 months ago and now.
I\'ve changed greatly.
People have changed greatly without them or no one really noticing except me.
If you notice closely you\'ll see how much a person changed.
And you can tell if it was for better,
or worse.
Did I change for better or for worse,
Who knows?
No one really pays attention to me to see a change or notice one.
All I know is that I just act older than I usually am and more mature than a person my age usually is.
Looking toward the future,
Wondering what\'s going to happen
But who knows the future?
Only future will tell.
Will I get a new lover?
Will everything get at least get a little bit better?
If I had a chance to see the future and only find out it will be scary will I want to see it again?
Would I find a true person to hold me on those terrible depressing nights where i can't take it anymore?
Would I have a new person to truly say I live you and kiss that person with all of my soul?
Will I have my heart put back together only to be shattered?
I don't Know but only time will tell.
