To better yourself

I cut my hair,
Change my style of clothes.
It's so obvious,
But no one knows,
I'm trying to get over you.
I get a new group of friends.
A little bit of ink in my skin.
I think I'm fixing myself,
But in this game no one wins.
Nothing works.
I get depressed,
Take some medication to handle the stress.
I get addicted,
Next is rehab,
I'm now clean.
i get a second chance,
Guess it's time to start again.