Lost in this world
Day after day
Still trying to figure out
Why nothing is going my way
I try so hard
To make you proud
All I see
Is in a hazy cloud
All my pain
Is turned on the inside
I keep to myself
Just trying to hide
So no one knows
About the pain
Everything about me
I cry out in vain
How can I make you see
The me you know
Isn't really me
I hurt myself
To keep from hurting you
But secretly
And you have no clue
Sometimes at night
I lay in bed and cry
My emotions , I try to fight
And I want so badly to die
My morals, so different from yours
All I want
Is to not hurt anymore
My end will be quick
I reach for the knife
So sharp and so slick
The cuts
So deep and red
With my last breath
I lay across my bed
I beg my little sister to forgive me
This was not because of her
That this is the way it has to be
And for you
Who had no clue
All thes pain upon myself
Was inflicted by you!
