You look into my eyes and tell me that you love me,
and our love is special, in which noone else can see.
You tell me im the only girl for you,
and if i was gone you wouldnt know what to do.
The nights pass as I sit here waiting,
you never come through that door in which Im hating.
Thoughts go through my head trying to figure out whats going on,
trying to think of anything I could have done wrong.
The next time I see him he looks at me like somethings wrong,
he talks to me the same but acts as if his love for me is gone.
I ask him \" whats going on? where have you been\"?.
\"I just hope it doesnt happen again\".
He tells me \"its ok, ive just been busy with things\".
I think about what he said and inside my head a bell rings.
I love this guy so much thinking he is the love of my life,
I forgive him even though i knew something was not right.
We were together again and everything was cool,
I didnt know how much i was being fooled.
Until one day i could finally see,
as he threw his fists at me.
Days after I had to tell everyone lies,
lies about what happened to my blackened eyes.
Everyone knew what had happened and asked why,
why i put up with him and why do i lie.
Later on he tells me how sorry he is,
and i lose my mind as we kiss
And the love he brought upon me that night,
fooled into thinking he would never leave my sight.
I loved him so much I thought everyone was wrong,
No one has ever made me feel so great this long.
And I gave myself to him every single time,
He had me thinking he would forever be mine.
One day he got up and disapeared,
and that was the thing i most feared.
I told myself soon he will be back,
and he loved me so much, that was a fact.
Until finally one day i found out,
found out what he was all about.
I had caught him with another girl,
and the sight of it destroyed my world.
As i confronted him i said :\"this is something i thought u would never do\"
he looked at me and said \" who are you\"?.
Telling the girl im just a lie, nothing but a fake,
and then told me if i didnt leave it would be a big mistake.
Tears fell down my face and all i could do is cry,
I should have knew the whole thing was a lie.
But later again he comes and tells me how he\'s sorry,
sorry for everything he has done to me.
I tell him to leave and get away,
told him he had to go he couldnt stay.
He got mad, grabbed me and held me with all his might,
I tried as hard as i could but couldnt put up a fight.
He took what he wanted and so much more,
and left my sore body laying on the cold floor.
Picked me up by my neck and stared into my eyes with hate,
said if i tell anyone he woud be sure i\'d meet my fate.
Day by day night by night,
crying my eyes out remembering that sight.
How much I loved him its such a shame,
and knowing my life will never be the same.
I gave him my soul, my life, my heart,
and he did nothing but tore it apart.
I hate the fact that it was my life he ruled,
and my heart that he fooled...
