Secret hurt

You said you'd never hurt me,
you said to never fear,
you said you'd be there for me,
every hour of every year.

but now I'm hurting inside,
a pain that you have gave,
and i wish you were here beside,
and my heart you could save.

i tried not to fall so hard,
i tried to stay away,
but from you i could not hide,
and to you my heart i gave.

and now I'm slowly sinking,
back to a place that was my home,
before id found happiness and love,
and all i had was woe.

you are the one who inflicts it upon me,
even though you do not know,
and i sit here and i know now,
that no matter what i cant let go.