Would this be any easier if someone else hated me beside myself?
All I want to do is lie in bed and let the world go by.
I wish the world would forget me, forget that I existed.
I sit here with my family and all I feel is guilt.
I hate myself; it is me who caused all of this trouble we are in.
How stupid could I be? Why didn't I know better, I should of?
I hate me! I hate me! I hate me!
The ones I love are hurting because of me.
I see no light at the end of the tunnel, only a big black wall.
A big black wall that I wish would crash on top of me and end this pain.
How I wish I could end this pain.
How weak and pathetic I am. I hate myself for being this way.
