An amazing finish to a story that I have awaited the end. Sad though, the outcome of the drink.
^^
^^Now I don't only drink to be happy,
But to turn upside down my common frowns,
Each day I feel increasingly lonely,
My life lacking ups and plagued with downs.

So sad that it all starts out with just trying to have a good time and then your life is consumed by a liquid demon that controls every fiber in your being. You live only to numb the pain that in the end it itself has created.
Awesome Job.
Dixie