FEAR...is a strong word

There is always one thing you will fear the most
and when you think its moved on a post
then, howling like a ghost

I can not stop fearing that you will leave me one day
Or your love for me will fade away
My fear inside is too deep to portray

You are always in my dreams
Its never as bad as it seems
My fear gets taken to whole new extremes

I love you more than anything in this world
But when I try to see the future with you, its just messed up and swirled
And when I try to express these things, my body and mind stays all curled

Nothing seems to be clear anymore
And I hope against hope you will be there when I open the next door
But still this fear I can not ignore

Why can I not just get rid of it
Maybe then I could get out of this pit
Its like I am addicted to fear, I need to quit

Why do I feel so insecure?
All the visions I see are so obscure
Maybe I just need to mature

But when I am with you nothing else matters
And then when you are gone I am left in complete tatters
Everything falls with ear piercing clatters

I just need some answers to get me through this
I want to get at least close to bliss
I know one cop out is one simple kiss

Maybe I just need to hold onto the present
Maybe then I will not be in so much torment
Its like my fear is too dramatic to fit this event

Stop thinking about the past or whats happening in the future
It is in the moment I need to capture
I have been focusing too much ahead and now I see what I need to sculpture

I love you and that is all I need to think about
And if you love me I have nothing to doubt
I LOVE YOU! That I am proud to shout