I dontno what to so any o\\\\more i feel so lost and confused alli can do is cry on the outside in my room alone and smile a fake smile when im around other people i feel like sumone just took all my pride and happiness away form me i no in\\\\m not the best person and not the best daughter and not the best friend but no one shoukd out me down like this i wantto lay down and die and i try to get up and move on but itshard when ever one you ever loved has jsut put you off to the side lie you dont matter like you dont count i cant tell you the pain everyone had putme through but i have a walland i scared to let any one in now cause i dont want to hurt them and i dont want them to hurt me and more.
