Picture the future
Maybe it wont s*** as much
I feel like a little kid at the beach
Thats not allowed to play with the sand
Yet I build my own castle
And my parents, still dont see
Im holding on with one lonely thread
Eyes wide open, lying on my bed
Wishing god would help me
Someday Ill find a way out
Though Ill be on my own
Somehow Ill get out of here
Leave this life in the cold
You wont even see the tears
That will still stream down my cheeks
By then, you still wont know the real me
Cuz you never let me speak
You never listened to me
One day that will still be me
Im scared to be at home
So I always stay by the phone
Thinking my friends will help me through
Everything you put me through
Youre supposed to love me
Youre supposed to hold me
But I just feel as if, you dont wanna know me
Someday Ill find a way out
Though Ill be on my own
Somehow Ill get out of here
Leave this life in the cold
You wont even see the tears
That will still stream down my cheeks
By then, you still wont know the real me
Cuz you never let me speak
You never listened to me
One day that will still be me
