Father of mine, what you have done we can not undo.
Look at what you have put me through.
I often get angry and also sad.
When I think of you, my heart grows mad.
You are not going to be there the day I get married.
Neither the day, my first child is born.
'Till death do us part, to my mother you swore.
You changed your mind, and since my heart was torn.
How am I to trust my future husband,
what if he dose the same?
you were not here for your own children,
I do not think you even feel any shame.
You abandoned your children,
who are now four young women.
You were not here to scare away the boys I brought home.
To give them the evil eye, to talk to them in that tone.
My sisters had more time with you,
my time was short.
All you did was abort
my third year of living was not even through.
There is so much you missed
The night I went to prom,
tears might have came to your eyes.
We all looked beautiful that night,
I wish you could have seen.
so many things running though my mind
Do you think about us?
Do we ever cross your mind?
Do you wonder what it would be like today,
if you had not changed your mind?
You have destroyed this relationship.
I wish we could have kept in touch,
you turned your cheek.
For 14 years, maybe more,
all you did was turn your back.
This makes my heart weep.
Father of mine,
oh do I miss you!
I can not explain what
all you have put me through.
I wish you could see what we have become
But your out smoking pot
And with your step kids, havin fun
Sometimes I wish you were here
And some times I wish you would just die and rot
