I'm Losing

by Tripp   Jan 29, 2007


Hah....

I can't see any reasons to live
I'm blind to the excuses you give
I've lost all hope and reason to bother
borne into a world with an alcoholic father

Addicted to chemicals, addicted to high
I've dreaded the day my drugs and I say goodbye
It's come, and now I don't have a reason to go on
don't have a reason to worry about being gone

I'm sorry for ever worrying you
I'm sorry for the stuff I've put you through
If I could go back in time and change I would
so many things I would alter if I could

I love you Becky but I'm losing sight
losing reasons to continue the good fight
I've lost it all and now I just want to die
drink until my soul leaves to touch the sky

Die with a bottle to my lips and drink in my throat
my only good bye being my hand-written suicide note
My final words scrawled upon that page
I'm a chemical addict, at such a young age

I'm losing my grip and losing my touch
this drink; I've already had too much
I'm dying and slipping into oblivion
Lost my will, I'm already giving in

I've done what I planned on
I've reached my goal, my life is gone
Not a point, in trying to stop me
because this suicide of mine
seems like destiny

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  • 17 years ago

    by BlueEyedMystery

    Aww.. This was very sad, yet very captivating. Alcohol is a very bad thing to get addicted to. The poem however was very good. I loved how it all flowed together so nicely. You choice of words was also very good. You have a lot of talent and i'd hate to see you leave this world without sharing a lot more of it. So don't give up. Stay strong!

    Keep writing!
    Cayce

  • 17 years ago

    by ellewen

    I really like it. For some reason these confessions seem to be your style. But hey its different. Thats fine by me. I like the rhyme. And I know your story, so to me this makes sence. Great way of showing emotions. (with the poem I mean lol) But in the 4th stanza, when you tried to connect it into the 5th it kinda lost its rhythm into something new. But the rhymes you used kinda made up for it. Wow amazing how that works out. Lmao, great!!! Keep it up. (by the way you are soo making me a crave a drink. p.s. you suck!) j/k
    skittles

  • 17 years ago

    by Liz

    Wow, thats deep I can relate

  • 17 years ago

    by Gasttlee

    Don't give up on life so easily. From the bottom of my heart I wish I could eliminate every ounce of your pain! For now, peace and love to you! 5/5

  • 17 years ago

    by Hannah Emellia

    Aww, sad. Very... what's the word?
    Inspirational? is that spelled wrong?
    Well, not too isperational, after all... in the end it says you're gonna kill yourself. nicely done.

    Are you really done with drugs? were you ever on drugs? whoa, not my business. sorry.

    anyways, as i said, nicely done. good job. 5/5

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