Sailing like a boat

All the problems in my head float.
on the water sailing like a boat.
my tears come down finally.
sick of feeling and thinking like this.
what can i say it's bull.shi.t

my heart is pounding a minute.
ahead of your own lips of kissing.
i shiver from my neck to ankles.
the way you kiss me, touch me.

my mind is in that section.
but my actions are in a different area.
i come back from dreaming.
sitting here in my room.

why don't you pick up your phone.
why do i repeat over and over.
economics is a cause of life.
my bloody hands are another.

the razor drops down on the floor.
the pink rug is splatter in red.
the color drips down from me.
i can't take this pain anymore.
so i pretend to unlock the door.

i cry endless moments.
this doesn't make since.
but the mind of actions I'm doing.
doesn't either so why not.

laying on the floor endless pain.
my body is floating like a pipe.
the liquid of blood is upon me.
while your standing above me.
crying your eyes out.
you keep on trying to shout.

but i can only see blur now.
my mind is going blank.
and i pass out in black.