Walking home

As i was walking home today, from spending time with you
i wished that something would happen to me, something to make you blue
i wished that car would hit me, and never let me stand
if only just to force you to momentarily lend me your hand

taking God as my witness, I'm begging you to believe
everything i did, was never meant to deceive
i can beg and cry, but it wouldn't change a thing
the pain you left behind with me is more than just a sting

i want you to come back to me, and say every things alright
but i realize it wont happen unless i put up a huge fight
and i really do want to, because my love for you is great
but somewhere along the way, Ive lost the thought of faith

I'm still hoping and wanting for you to return
but what am i to do, if you just dont learn
this isn't your fault, its not what I'm saying
it is my fault, but I'm hoping your still staying

i know this is a lot to ask for
and i know this is one chance more,
but your not perfect, and neither am i
a lot of those mistakes, just make me wanna die

so,
as i was walking home today, from spending time with you
i realized that your just too much and i am really blue
i guess i really should be the one to take a stand
and if you ever want it back, i give you my hand.