Time

When I smile,
The time is flying,
But oh so slow,
As I am crying.

The good moments,
They dont last long,
It just has me asking,
What is going on?

I never knew,
That life would be,
One huge puzzle,
A mystery.

My first ten years,
They went so fast,
But so slowly,
The last few that past.

I wish that I,
Could speed up the clocks,
So it didnt take so long,
Between the ticks and the tocks.

I know that its,
All in my head,
Coz time cant change,
As I sleep in my bed.

I just wish I had control,
I have so much time to kill.
I just wish that time went fast,
But I know it never will.