He's in love with me and She's in love with you!

My love,
How can you return to her when just hours ago you were with me. How can you carry on like nothing even happened. I want you to be with me and only me but I cant be with only you. It aint no secret I have a man and my bo is \"dat niggah\" so I wont let him go. And we know that if he was to find out about us that he would break my face and it would be the end of you. But everytime you put it down like you susppose ta and break my back it\'s worth the risk. Im falling in love with you but i cant because he\'s in love with me and she\'s in love with you. But I tell myself I deserve the best of both world's so I allow myself to try. 9 months of carefully doing what we do you wanna become more intimate and use no glove. Now Im having your child and you leave me so quick,... and"dat niggah is ready to step up and be a father to your child but I cant let him do tht because it\'s not his. Then I remember that you said we couldnt admit it no matter what happened and I was pissed by the thought. Problems solved, and almost immediately you come back wanting to continue where we left off in the living room. But im so enraged with you that I dont know what to do and I snap. But when we finally get the chance to sit and talk things threw I forgive you and realize how much i miss you and set a date for you and me. Again, things between us are magically but still secret. And again im starting to fall in love with you, but this I can NOt do because he\'s in love with me and she\'s in love with you